week82

absolutely an awful week .......
i know that i deserved it though ......
the only one thing i've learned this week is that you shouldn't overestimate yourself anytime anywhere .

i don't believe myself pretty much , but i think that is properly achieving a goal without obstructions or failure for me....! so lacking for confidence but being so high-esteemed ...
it's really contradictory !!!
why can't i just face the music !? i'm not as smart as i think !maybe once i was , but i'm not anymore ! so i can't always think that i can accomplish goals effortlessly ......!
if a mediocre person wants to sucess something , the only one way is just trying harder and harder .

doris , cheer up >"<
you don't have the right to dig the hole or sink into vicious circle !!!






i need to improve my english indeed !! suddenly becoming conscious that my english ability is getting worse fast...... (so starting watching gossip girl S5 & vampire diary ~~~~~~~ )
being soooooooooo afraid that i can't speak japanses as japanese , but speaking english as japanese lol